Which mental disorder do you have?

You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging… rational emotions? Who needs \’em!

Borderline Personality Disorder
67%
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
33%
Eating Disorders
33%
Unipolar Depression
33%
Antisocial Personality Disorder
17%
Schizophrenia
0%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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some things…

There are some things that one should not hear…
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… my work’s piling up! i need a break!

UPDATE: 02-15-2006 1:24AM

Just for clarification… this is a work-related thing for me. But… you can think otherwise. you can interpret it the way you want.

major sentimental lss

All Behind Us Now
Patti Austin

Hey, I\’m so sorry that it didn\’t work the way
That we\’d always planned
Hey, I\’m so sorry that you went away
And somehow didn\’t understand

We pretended for so many years
But now its time wash away my tears

\’Cause/And it\’s all behind us now
\’Cause we\’ve learned to live
Somehow without each other
And its easy to see
It ain\’t never gonna be the same again

And its all behind us now
\’Cause we found a way to live
Without each other
And in time we\’ll have to see
If its ever gonna be that way again, ohh……

Hey, I\’m so sorry that I couldn\’t find the words
That might have made you stay
And hey, it\’s so funny how we both can say
The same thing in a different way

We pretended for so many years,
but now its over, baby, and so are my tears

\’Cause/And it\’s all behind us now
\’Cause we\’ve learned to live
Somehow without each other
And its easy to see, it ain\’t never
gonna be the same again

And its all behind us now
\’Cause we found a way to live
Without each other
And in time we\’ll have to see
If its ever gonna be that way again, ohh……

I was holding out for far too long
But now I finally found where I belong

\’Cause/And it\’s all behind us now
\’Cause we\’ve learned to live
Somehow without each other
And its easy to see
it ain\’t never gonna be the same again

And its all behind us now
\’Cause we found a way to live
Without each other
And in time we\’ll have to see
If its ever gonna be that way again, ohh……

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I Will
Ben Taylor
(McCartney)

Who knows how long I\’ve loved you?
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to I will.

\’Cause if I ever saw you,
I didn\’t catch your name.
But it doesn\’t really mattered,
I will always feel the same.

Chorus:
I love you forever and forever,
Love you with all my heart,
I love you whenever we\’re together,
Love you when we\’re apart.

When I finally find you
Your song will fill the air;
Sing it loud so I can hear you.
Make it easy to be near you.
All the things you do endear you to me,
Oh, you know I will.

Chorus:
I love you forever and forever,
Love you with all my heart,
I love you whenever we\’re together,
Love you when we\’re apart.

When I finally find you
Your song will fill the air;
Sing it loud so I can hear you.
Make it easy to be near you.
All the things you do endear you to me,
Oh, you know I will.

I will.

I will. Oh.

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I Wish That I Was Making Love (To You Tonight)
Alessi Brothers

Girl I miss you
And feel you wanting me over the telephone
But I\’m still here alone
And though it seems so close to perfect day
Well everything just went my way
Might have the longest night I ever known

Chorus:
I wish that I was making love to you tonight
(Wish I was makin\’ love)
I\’ve never seen so many stars or a moon as bright
And baby, you\’re that\’s missin\’, hah
Could make it all just right
And I wish that I was makin\’ love to you tonight

In the darkness
I feel my empty bed covered with loneliness
We pay for our success
I wish we never could have dreamed before (dreamed before)
Babe, I need you more and more
And nothing ever makes me want you less

Chorus:
I wish that I was making love to you tonight
(Wish I was makin\’ love)
I\’ve never seen so many stars or a moon as bright
And baby, you\’re that\’s missin\’, hah
Could make it all just right
And I wish that I was makin\’ love to you tonight

Wish I was makin\’ love to you…

And baby, you\’re that\’s missin\’, hah
Could make it all just right
And I wish that I was makin\’ love to you

(Wish that I was makin\’ love to you)
I wish that I was makin\’ love to you tonight …

(Wish that I was makin\’ love)
I wish that I was makin\’ love to you tonight
(Wish I was makin\’ love)
I wish I was makin\’ love
(Wish that I was makin\’ love) …

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Power of 2
Indigo Girls

Now the parking lot is empty
Everyone\’s gone someplace
I pick you up and in the trunk I\’ve packed
A cooler and a two day suitcase

\’Cause there\’s a place we like to drive
Way out in the country
Five miles out of the city limit we\’re singin\’
And your hand\’s upon my leg

So we\’re ok, we\’re fine
Baby I\’m here to stop your crying
Chase all the ghosts from your head
I\’m stronger than the monster beneath your bed
Smarter than the tricks played on your heart
Look at them together then we\’ll take them apart
Adding up the total of a love that\’s true
Multiply life by the power of two

I know the things that I am afraid of
I\’m not afraid to tell
And if we ever leave a legacy
It\’s that we loved each other well

\’Cause I\’ve seen the shadows of so many people
Trying on the treasures of youth
But a road that fancy and fast ends in a fatal crash
And I\’m glad we got off to tell you the truth

So we\’re ok, we\’re fine
Baby I\’m here to stop your crying
Chase all the ghosts from your head
I\’m stronger than the monster beneath your bed
Smarter than the tricks played on your heart
Look at them together then we\’ll take them apart
Adding up the total of a love that\’s true
Multiply life by the power of two

All the shiny little trinkets of temptation
Something new instead of something old
But all you gotta do is scratch beneath the surface
And it\’s fool\’s gold
Fool\’s gold

Now we\’re talking about a difficult thing
Your eyes are getting wet
I took us for better and I took us for worse
And don\’t you ever forget it

Now there\’s steel bars between me and a promise
Suddenly bend with ease
And the closer I\’m bound in love to you
The closer I am to free

So we\’re ok, we\’re fine
Baby I\’m here to stop your crying
Chase all the ghosts from your head
I\’m stronger than the monster beneath your bed
Smarter than the tricks played on your heart
Look at them together then we\’ll take them apart
Adding up the total of a love that\’s true
Multiply life by the power of two

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Sharing The Night Together
Dr. Hook & The Medicine Show
(A. Aldridge/E. Struzick)

You\’re looking kinda lonely girl
Would you like someone new to talk to, ah yeah alright
I\’m feeling kinda lonely too
If you don\’t mind can I sit down here beside you
Ah yeah alright

If I seem to come on too strong
I hope that you will understand
I say these things \’cause I\’d like to know
If you\’re as lonely as I am

And if you mind
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night

We could bring in the morning girl
If you want to go that far
And if tomorrow finds us together right here
The way we are

Would you mind
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night

Would you like to dance with me and hold me
You know I want to be holding you, ah yeah alright
\’Cause I like feeling like I do
And I see in your eyes as you\’re likin\’ it, I\’m likin\’ it too
Ah yeah alright

Like to get to know you better
Is there a place where we can go
Where we can be alone together
And turn the lights down low

And start
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night together, oh yeah
Sharing the night together
Sharing the night together
Sharing the night together

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Swept Away
Christopher Cross

I never had anything happen so fast
Took one look and I shattered like glass
I guess I let it show
\’Cause your smile told me you knew
That you\’re everything I ever wanted at once
There\’s no holding this heart
When it knows what it wants
And I never wanted anything more than to know you

I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away

And so it begins
This journey of love
The summer wind carries us to places all our own
The words of a look
The language of touch
The way that you want me means so much
And I never wanted anything more
Than to love you

I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow\’s in your eyes
I was swept away

Oh, I hope I wake up soon
Oh, I\’m a victim of that crazy moon

The very first time you said my name
I knew it would never sound the same
Something about me has changed forever

Can\’t you see I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow\’s in your eyes
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
We were swept away
Dreaming of you
Swept away

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\’Till They Take My Heart Away
Clair Marlo
From the album \”Let it go\”

I look into your eyes, so far away
There\’s trouble on your mind, you\’re losing faith
Hey now, let me hold you, it\’ll be OK
\’Cause I will love you \’till they take my heart away

Remember when you called and said goodbye
You thought we\’d lost it all and so did I
But even if I\’d lost you, I would feel the same
I will love you till they take my heart away

Believe
I\’m here to stay
I will love you
\’Till they take my heart away

Now we\’re stronger than before, we\’ve made it through
I\’ve never felt more sure because of you
Hey now, are you listening, can you hear me say?
I will love you till they take my heart away

Believe
I\’m here to stay
I will love you
\’Till they take my heart away

Believe in me,
I\’m here to stay
I will love you
\’Till they take my heart away

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You Should Know by Now
Angela Bofill

You ought to know by now
Love is the look in my eye
Lovin\’ the way you smile when I say
\”I wish you would stay\”
You bring out all the youth in me
I laugh and cry out all the truth in me
Out o\’ love
You should know by now
Haven\’t you felt by now
Just what it\’s like to be loved;
Knowin\’ that certain touch when you\’re sure
Time won\’t give you more
You bring out all the best in me;
I wanna hold you till you feel the need
Somehow;
You should know by now.

If I could just find the words;
I wouldn\’t be left so lonely;
I\’m your one, my only
Then I\’d show you how.

Every move as smooth as silk,
Say you will; say you will.

Hasn\’t it crossed your mind
Haven\’t you known all the time
Honestly tell me now
Has it shown?
How much love is grown;
The way I tremble at the sight of you
I want to learn to love you through and through
This I\’ll beg
You should know by now,
Hmmm-mmmm

By now
You should know by now, oh
Don\’t you think you should know by now?

Name Interpretations

My name interpretations based on Kabalarians.

I need not emphasize on the interpretation of my given name, since… it is usually true.

Frederick

  • The name of Frederick gives you a very individual, reserved, serious nature.
  • You prefer to be alone with your own thoughts, rather than in the company of others.
  • This name restricts spontaneity in association and the fluency of your verbal expression.
  • When you are required to express yourself in personal matters requiring finesse and diplomacy, you feel awkward and embarrassed.
  • Although you realize perfectly well what is expected of you, you are unable to find the right words, and hence you end up saying something inappropriate in a candid way.
  • You can express your deeper thoughts and feelings best through writing.
  • While the name Frederick creates the urge to be creative, independent and original, we point out that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a tendency to be moody.
  • This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses heart, lungs, bronchial area, and tension or accidents to the head.

The interpretation of my nicknames, on the other hand, may have tangent points.

Fred

  • As Fred you seek change, travel, new opportunities, and new challenges.
  • Your active, restless nature demands action and you dislike system and monotony.
  • As you are versatile and capable, you could do any job well, although you would not like to do menial tasks.
  • Having considerable vision, you could be adept at formulating new, more effective ways of doing things.
  • You could organize the work of others, though in your impatience to see the job done efficiently, you would likely step right in and do it yourself.
  • Although the name Fred creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a superior, interfering expression whose favorite expression is \”I know.\” This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, worry, and mental tension.

Erick

  • The name of Erick makes you dynamic, restless, independent, ready to accept challenges, and outspoken.
  • You enjoy change, travel, and new experiences.
  • Reacting against injustice, you go out of your way to assist in creating fairness.
  • You are very creative and promotional, and work intensely to carry out your plans.
  • Though you have limitless enthusiasm for new ventures, you lose interest quickly once things become routine, as you dislike being forced to attend to detail and do monotonous work.
  • Although the name Erick creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a blunt expression that alienates others.
  • This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, and tension or accidents to the head.

Hmm… even the name everyone calls me have an interpretation. It, too, have tangent points.

Icheb

  • The name of Icheb gives you a very inquisitive, restless, seeking nature.
  • You feel impelled by intense desires that you cannot comprehend or satisfy.
  • You have had the desire to accomplish something outstanding and to do something very worthwhile for humanity, especially early in your life.
  • This name gives you a versatile, clever, analytical mind, but unfortunately you cannot direct your interest toward an undertaking for long, as you do not have the patience and practicality for systematic hard work and attention to detail.
  • You resent obstacles, delays, and restrictions.
  • This name gives you ambition, high ideals, and much creative ability, but the intense dynamic nature is too often spent in feelings and in moods, rather than in constructive action.
  • Although the name Icheb creates an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control.
  • This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus, and nervous system.